a simple cup of coffee. sometimes i art and sometimes its good.
I have terrible news. After hoozuki died mom was super insensitive and words were exchanged and now we're being kicked out of the house.
Luckily fhe att job im in looks promising but if we cant find a reasonable place to stay by the end of the month may just say fuck it and move to coloradocoffee
God you guys are sweet im sorry this shits so heavy.. i really appreciate your kindness (and everybody who liked out of solidarity, i see you)
Im following up on any leads for a place that i can. Its difficult as fuck tho cause i live in a city that prides itself as a college town so that means if you dont rent a place in august youre fucked. Any well wishes and positive vibes are welcomed 😭
As for my finances luckily since i got the new job theyre not as dire? Food and gas are ok at least but honestly ill welcome anything i can put down for a deposit and first months rent so if i do find a place thats renting out of august i can grab it up asap
But straight up, i know everywheres fucked atm, so dont feel stressed or obligated if it can help you or someone else out more. Ill figure something out like i always have.
🍜 (well i want noodls now)
i know i dont post much about myself but tbh we're very similar in terms of our personal struggles, so when youre successful/positive/happy it makes me happy and im rooting for you!
depression/illness solidarity ✊
looking forward to being one of the hundreds of thousands of people that are gonna be homeless after april 1stcoffee
most non essential stores have either closed or reduced their hours, drastically reducing the pay of people that are more than likely living paycheck to paycheck
plus while legislation has gone through to put a moratorium (temporary stop) on morgages which helps home owners, nothing has been done to stop landlords from still demanding payment from tennants, and as we all know, landlords are heartless demons so of course they wont delay or reduce rent out of the goodness of their hearts
which means a lot of vulnerable americans are going to be homeless, very, very soon
oh yeah i forgot, its the same thing for utilities, even if i wasnt going to be homeless i dont have enough money to pay my power bill so that would get shut off
i went to a mall and had a good time there!
malls can sometimes be a mixed bag of experiences im glad yours was good 👌
uwu idk what do since decaf is taken
your coffee name is mocha
what IS churro? baby don't hurt me
churro dough is prepared and treated differently than regular dough (and has a different consistency) which is why i roll my eyes when people use regular dough/bread and call it churro
heres a recipie to give you an ideait just seems misleading and insulting when i find yet another """easy churro""" recipie that ultimately just makes fried bread/cake
like just call it a donut cause its closer to that than a churro?????
im not even commentig on the name because you know oh you know
*furious eyebrow waggling*
but actually! fist gravemaker isnt his name! its just a name he adopted to show his dedication for revenge and because he made an empty grave for his dead (missing?????) wife
does ya boy care for his hair/bear/moustache? like is it important to him to have it this shape? what does it make him feel?
hes a scruffy bastard! he cuts his own hair with a knife and it shows lmao. beards are annoying tho so every once in a while hell give himself a shave but its more of an annoying side note in his life than something to worry over, so hes usually rocking a gnarly 8 o'clock shadow
if you don't watch it to the end nia doesn't die so yeah that's what i did the last two times
you know what youre right
new canon the end is fake and doesnt exist
get some... Anticoffee.? Imean im very sleepy so im sending you a part of my own sleep Juice
what are words
im pretty sure if i dab hard enough i can knock myself out
im. Bad at came for stayed for but u goood
valid tbh no worries
thanks and ditto ❤
Quintessential: If your life were a book, what would the title be? What would the cover look like?
im assuming this question implies it like an autobiography thing?
i guess my title would be A Fistfull of Change
its basis is in my earliest memory of my own actions that helped shape my morals today. when i was really young, under ten? my sister had been saving up money in a piggy bank full of quarters, and i thought to myself man, i could get a bunch of candy with this. it was the first and last time i stole something cause immediately after i talked myself into grabbing just another quarter my sister caught me and in a panic i threw everything i had in my hands behind the dryer and she beat me up.
idc about the violence cause that was pretty common for me back then but the whiplash of emotions, envy to greed, nervousness, fear, guilt, all for the brief satisfaction of success before it all falls apart?
Not worth it.
plus it also can be seen as how change always comes in groups in my life, its never just one thing to contend with
the cover would be me daydreaming on the porch of my ideal house, surrounded by lounging shadows of myself. it can be seen as a lot of things, overthinking, dissociation, executive disfunction, and all of them would be accurate lol