but a humble cup of coffee, sometimes i create and sometimes its good. she/they
sorry for the long absense ;;
ive been in a dark place but im with my family and theyve been helping me so dont worry
just got back from a psych eval analysis for my s/o and its both weird and a relief??? cause on one hand its like fuck yes, i can finally work on getting them the help they need, but on the other hand my s/o is shell shocked cause its one thing to hear stuff like that from me but its quite another to hear it from a proffessional. so im a little concerned? but its only cause i dont like seeing them unbalanced for any reason even tho i know this one is a good one
anytime i have negative thoughts about myself i know its my brain being fucky and stupid so i (try to remember to) contradict it with something positive.
cause i love myself, im awesome, and i make other people feel good when im around them
and tbh it rarely makes me feel better, but at least it stops me from feeling worse