but a humble cup of coffee, sometimes i create and sometimes its good. she/they
sorry for the long absense ;;
ive been in a dark place but im with my family and theyve been helping me so dont worry
just got back from a psych eval analysis for my s/o and its both weird and a relief??? cause on one hand its like fuck yes, i can finally work on getting them the help they need, but on the other hand my s/o is shell shocked cause its one thing to hear stuff like that from me but its quite another to hear it from a proffessional. so im a little concerned? but its only cause i dont like seeing them unbalanced for any reason even tho i know this one is a good one
ahh, thank you for the support!! ❤
lemme just say ill be ok, things will get better, everything will work out
im dissociating pretty damn bad but tbh its understandable and i dont blame myself for being in this headspace. least i know from experience ill help me save the breaking down bit for later.
hey i know ive been kinda silent lately and im sorry, ive just hit a low point and been struggling with my depression. luckily i have understanding and support from my s/o to keep it from getting too bad so ill be ok
just wanted yall to know
shout out to all my fellow mentally ill folx who have to babysit their brain like "thanks for offering but i think its a bad idea to agonize over what other people think of me"
anytime i have negative thoughts about myself i know its my brain being fucky and stupid so i (try to remember to) contradict it with something positive.
cause i love myself, im awesome, and i make other people feel good when im around them
and tbh it rarely makes me feel better, but at least it stops me from feeling worse
Me, naturally being a polite but anxious mess: Hi, could i have help with this, please? Thank you.
Me, a master manipulator, easily bending peons to my will: Oh, thank you so much! I really appreciate it ;u;